More with Dr H

I saw the wonderful Dr. H again

I wasn't sure what to work on -- I think I assumed I would need some reinforcement of the first visit -- but the reality is

I didn't

so we talked a bit about my goals

and

we ended up talking about how I function in social settings

or more appropriately

How I fail to function in social settings

and we set some goals
and worked on that

I found myself in trance state very quickly
shockingly so

maybe because I had been there before
maybe because I am a believer now
maybe because I'm exhausted

but I felt like I was under in less than a minute

that familiar feeling of being heavy
and relaxed
and safe

deeper than before

afterwards -- I was spacey

I needed my checkbook and dug and dug and dug through my purse unable to find it
to discover it was in my lap

then I wrote the check to the housekeeper instead of him

He visited with me a bit while I put my head back on

I commented that I was horribly sleep deprived -- as little as 4 hours of sleep for about the past 5 days.

and then he did the strangest thing

He put up his hand in front of m -- where I had to look up at his fingers
and moved it towards me
and when he touched my forehead
I was under again

and he have me a relaxation clue to use when I need to fall asleep over the next few days

he repeated it again

putting me back under again

and repeated it

I'm getting sleepy just thinking about it

What an interesting thing this is

and what an intense Dom he would be

fuck me

Too much Dom for this poor sub -- that's for sure

well -- I'm off to replay the tape in my head -- and count back from 10 -- to see if the mojo works.

stay tuned -- dating mayhem ahead....