B, D & S - no M

I thought it would be good to know who the players are

There's B -- the potential friends with benefits  -- mostly vanilla guy who thinks that he's a Dom - who wants to date me

and fuck me

but not so much on the strings side

He's handsome
and nice
and funny
and successful

and would make an excellent FWB

I like him.

There's D

who I haven't written about

who's light
and fun
and articulate

and not much has happened here
but I like him -- he makes me smile.

and

there's S

still wonderful to me
we're doing those things you're not supposed to do
where you imagine the future together

you play the what if game

He's started calling me "My girl"

and I really can see being his

and I make him lighter and easier
at least so far

He's a good man
and he's smitten with me
and I'm a bit smitten with him

and no

there's no M

and in time

I'm going to have to ok with that.