Wake me up the best way

We fell asleep

and about 530 - I woke up

he's across the bed
sleeping half on his side
half on his stomach

and I decide

to be brave and initiate

yes -- I have to work at it

back when I was married my ex told me he liked it when women initiated sex
and every time I tried?
he turned me down

(yes -- yet another reason why sfp's ex husband was a tool)

and it taught me never to do that.

so I snuggle up

and reach around

and can just reach a bit of
soft skin

I give it a gentle touch

nothing

and I get a bit more brave

and

(laughing)

he rolls over onto his belly

I almost wake him with my giggles

I roll back over

lecture myself that M is not the ex

and try again

this time

waking him up the best way