M sent me another story
again -- I wish I was allowed to share them -- but they are not mine
they are his
this is one that he hesitated to send to me
too dark
too scary he thinks
I asked if he wrote it from me
he said, "No, love -- 2 years ago"
which comforted me -- it's not what he desires to do
to me
but a dark fantasy
which makes it feel differently
the girl
she's just a girl
not me
he sent me the first part of it
and it is
it is dark
it's a story of abduction and rape
I had been poking the bear all night
we've had a longer break than usual
and
I am craving a bit of darkness
since then
since then I'm on overdrive
and all of you are writing your wonderful blogs
and keeping the engine humming
I'm off to see my man on Friday night
it can't come soon enough
I'm so excited for you! I know you'll have a wonderful time...
ReplyDeleteI think it's good to know some of that darkness is there - and that he knows it. For me, anyhow, that's part of the wonderfulness of Doms, is that they face their own darkness.
He seems like such a good match for you. I'm soooo glad!!
aisha
He is darker than me
ReplyDeleteand I find that comforting
and how happy am I that over one short summer -- we've both found good matches
sfp