So- what happens now?

That is the $64,000 question - isn't it?

sometimes life gets in the way

and sometimes that's just lovely

yes

I want to meet that right man
I want someone to share all of this with

I want to have sex
I want to explore my submission and serve my partner

I want love

but this has always been a part of my reality.

that having a family is important to me

so important

that if it means

no man
no sex
no submission

so be it.

of course - -we all know that it isn't that sort of choice

that while I don't think I can "have it all"

I can have a lot of what I want

but it does mean that my racy sex blog will be

less

racy

less

sex

and more just plain blog.

I tell anyone I talk to that this is part of me

and it's one thing to hear it
and another thing to experience it

so some of the men-friends are skedaddling

and some of the readers will too

but never you fear

this sex blog shall have SEX AGAIN!

but not this weekend.

sfp