Tuesday, February 12, 2013

On my knees

I would like to know how I've been a sub for over 3 years now and can count on one hand how much time I've spent on my knees.

nearly none.

I'm not talking about the time one spends on one's knees because he has a task for you to do that involves being at his feet

but just

on

your

knees


waiting
focusing
being

on

your

knees


Sir P put me on my knees last night

and it was amazing

how quickly the silence fell

and the silence

wasn't like the silence of a quiet house

because I don't recall the ticking of the clock

or

the sound of the dog barking 3 doors down

the silence

was

silent

as I waited

on

my

knees

Sir P wanted me to have a calm place to be
and

I am amazed at it

and by him

9 comments:

  1. Yes. I find its grounding and i simply like the symbolism of it in a non sexual way.

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  2. There is something transformative about it, isn't there.

    Hugs,
    Fiona

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  3. sitting here and smiling...

    lovely post today, sister.

    Hug,

    nilla

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  4. Ahhh, i love that he is able to give you holding space. So lovely...

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  6. We have just started doing this recently before bed (we are in separate homes) and it is a nice way to reconnect when we cannot be together. Sleep seems to come much easier as well.

    Are you having trouble finding a comfortable position? that is somewhat of a struggle over here, hoping it gets easier with practice!

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  7. Ah, the transformative power of a little submissive meditation. :) Quiets the whirl around you. Calming.

    I really like your Sir P. He knows what he is doing, and he seems very good for you.

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  8. I agree with monkey- We like him!

    The waiting can be very calming if done correctly.

    He seems to have Mastered that part very well.

    ~faithful

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  9. @All

    Y'all are going to give Sir P a swelled head.

    but the reality is

    he deserves it.

    sfp

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