Leaving stuff out

I had something I thought I had to write about tonight
but

since I confessed it to Sir P

and we dealt with it

we've sort of decided that we don't really have to do it here again

which is sort of interesting

because this has been where I've sort of gotten my absolution on some things in the past.

this has been where I've gone to hear that I should cut myself some slack
that anyone would feel that way

and

after my confession to Sir P

I don't need to do it here

in fact

I don't want to

I was very upset with myself
I disappointed Sir P
and we talked it out

and

I don't need or want to do it again

so

it ends up that I'm censoring my blog after all

lol

only not from him

from you guys

well

just a bit

and you'll have to get over it.