Women are from Venus, Men are irrational and emotional

So

You know I've been frustrated with BB

in a nutshell - you can't ask me to start asking for permission to do everything - but then essentially barely contact me for 5 days.

so when he called tonight

I told him that

I am not sure you have time for me
and
maybe we've rushed things and should just back up and see where things go

and he got defensive
and hurt

he told me that, "I you have doubts, I'll back off - the ball's in your court"

and I told him that "no - the ball's in YOUR court - if you want to see me - you should call me, but right now I'm not even sure if you're interested"

He was frustrated at me
and not really listening

and pretty much pushed me off the phone.

which left me in tears.

I hate hurting someone's feelings
and I hate that I bruised his ego

but

if he can't handle me expressing a concern
telling him that things aren't working right for me?

can he possibly be the right Dom for me?

and I throwing away a perfectly good man

yes

I most likely am

but here's the truth

If I want to be with a man who's not available to see me
who doesn't make time for me

there's a perfectly good one
that I love with all my heart
that I just broke up with

I don't need me another one.