Friday, January 11, 2013

the restraining order

I know that I said that FM needed a new name

but he's not going to be around long enough to get one

We had a long talk tonight
and I let him know that

yes - he was delicious
and yes
I fell into submitting to him
too easily

but he's too rough for me

I told him that I knew that was the gentle version

and while to me he was being a bit cold to me and uncaring
to him -- he was giving me space for date # 2

I like him

but he's BAD for me

and I'm not good for him - because to have me he would need to be a different Dom than he wants to be.

I told him that we have a .3 mile restraining order - he needs to stay over on his street
and I'll stay on mine

because I don't trust myself anywhere near him

because he is so awesomely fuckable.
and the sub in me wants to just roll over and show him my soft underbelly

and I'm not really sure he would be able to resist turning that sub on either
and wallowing in it too

he needs to find himself a busty smart masochist
(and he's willing to take applicants -- just saying - if you can handle it - he's quite talented)

yeah

no where near him.

Does that mean that there will never be a round 2

let's not go that far

there could be a round 2
a very well negotiated
round 2

I have offered to take a photo of by breasts to attach to a disclaimer for all future subs to sign off on

and we both had a nice laugh about it

anyone want a really tall handsome italian man with giant strong (slightly brutal) hands and a huge cock?

anyone?

because I'm letting a perfectly good one go to waste

come get him.


13 comments:

  1. why on earth would any of us want to expose our breasts to him, knowing we have yours to compete with?!?

    get real here, woman! ;-p

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  2. gosh....its at times like this i miss being single lol

    im missing your adventures with him already and they have barely begun!

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  3. @Jz - -awwww that's sweet of you -- but my usual "rocking rack" is somewhat dented at the moment -- bring on the stunt racks!

    sfp

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  4. @Tori - I think reading about him is more fun that doing it.

    just sayin'

    I was ready to tap out several times - I was just being stubborn!

    sfp

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  5. You are awesome! Love the .3 mi restraining order :-)

    Hope your de-denting and color adjustment goes well.

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  6. I can understand the whole I like him but he's bad for me...but its hard to let go damnit..lol
    Starshine

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    1. Hello Starshine --

      yeah
      we do like the bad ones -- don't we?

      sfp

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  7. I'm not sure I understand completely...I think I need to see the rack picture to fully grasp this. Just sayin... LOL! ;)

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  8. @DV-- well -you could fly to where I live

    or you could look at my profile (or look up February 17, 2011 on this blog)

    it's a nice rack.
    if you like that sort of thing

    sfp

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  9. Does anyone hear the jaws music begin to play....
    I agree with Tori....its times like these...lol

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  10. Sad that he's going to waste... glad that you're out for now... waiting to see what happens next!

    hugs,

    aisha

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  11. just ...yanno...even us "tough" subs think about 'tapping out'...and don't because we're stubborn...

    and it's ....like a fucking drug (no pun intended. really)

    big hands...big cock...lovely bruises...you are making me freaking drool here...bad for the keyboard, woman!!

    :)

    nilla

    ps...you have to do what you have to do to be happy...

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