The Do-Over

(after BB postponed again)

So you know that I've been talking to FM

I told him he needs to stay away from me -- because I have no self control

well

I invited him out for an ice cream

and instead he invited me in to hear him play the piano

and he is good

although his taste in the delivery of the music isn't mine -- it's still well done

and sure

he went of the booty call

and -- I told him "no - I wanted a do-over"

I wanted to talk to him more

learn more about him

spend some time with him

he scoffed a bit at me

at one point in time - pulling me down to my knees in front of him
and

still - I held fast

(yay me!)

I wanted my motherfuckingdoover

and I was getting it

and so

we talked

and yeah

I irritated him a bit
because he really wanted to fuck me

which is ok
because
he wasn't a dick when I didn't

and

I sort of want to wait until I can stand to have anyone touch my right nipple again  -- because motherfucker that thing is bruised.

so -- eventually
I put on my coat
and grabbed my purse

and when he kissed me goodbye
I kissed back
and then grabbed him by the back of the head and went in for more

which made him amp it up even more

and I walked out
with my words hanging in the air behind me

"Yeah -- I'll be back for more"