Call me Daddy

I've been talking to BB for about a month

and as of the writing of this we haven't met.

yet

and we will or we won't

and I'm not one to get all Manti Te'o over this

if he's a faker - he is - and it'll be bloggable and that'll be that

but he's not
he might not be for me
but he's a real person

He was commenting on the phone on Saturday night that I have a lot of layers
and I wonder if he's dated many women who have a lot of depth

today he found out a blog too
and I think it took him back a bit

not that I blog
but

that there's even more there that he doesn't know about

we debated religion and abortion and women's rights last night
in a friendly sort of way

it's the phone call that made it clear that there was no point in waiting to decide anything on The Cowboy -that I wanted a strong connection like the one with BB or nothing

and then this morning chatting back and forth through text

I mentioned I might have to "do something" about how excited I was

and we ended up on the phone

surprising that this is the first time we've gotten off on the phone together

there was a shot at it once before -- but it didn't mesh up
and this time

this time I got to be directed by him
and get a taste of what he's like

to hear his voice in my ear
and

to have him tell me that I have to ask to cum
and when I did

he corrected my Sir to "Daddy"

I had tried Daddy on for size once before -- in a one off moment -- but Daddy's always been a bit strange for me

but

If BB becomes something more
and gets a name

that's the name that fits him

he really is a lovely man
strong
determined
spiritual
sexual

So - I've decided that he's going to get 10 days to get moving - -and either meet me or not.

no new prospects during that time - -the CM account shut down.  I'm sure I'll still hang out with TK and chat with friends -- but no one else to confuse things

Feb 1 -- all bets are off.