A cup of ice, the clamps and your vibe

He called exactly at 8

Do not say a word he tells me

and has me harden nipples
with ice
and clamp them with the tweezer clamps
as tight as I can

eventually moving ice
down
to be held on the clit
and in time
a fresh cube

shoved in a hot cunt

while I tease myself to the edge
with my vibe

I'm sure
that from the right angle
steam came off my pussy
in plumes

while I fought to keep the
ice inside
as I moved so close to cumming

before being shut down

the second time around
he teased me

making me think about how many times
he could do this now
about how many times he would do it
over and over
if we were together

tonight
he didn't cum with me

he wanted to direct
because he can

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sometimes I wonder about that

is it his way to serve?
to make me cum
because his girl needs it

is it about control?

sort of goes back to the idea of
giving and receiving.

I commented that he didn't cum
and didn't he want to

Do I not cum any time I want?
Have I ever denied myself?
I was too busy directing you
and listening to you

I don't think I'll ever understand the other side
but
maybe I don't need to

maybe I just need to consider
that it's enough
that I'm here
with my frozen pussy
still a bit cold
very aware of him
and his control of me