Cum from Pain and Control

So that was my request

I've nearly done so in the past

but never actually achieved it

after the man's massage
and after dinner

he put me back on the bed

on my knees

head down -- on a pillow

cuffed

each wrist attached to an ankle
(although confidentially -- not very well -- they came loose during)

and -- after ensuring that I could breathe

got out the belt

and got to work

he's careful with it

my ass is very white
and I know marks up quickly

I whimper and squirm
and after a few

he puts his head close to mine

I can stop
I can stop any time you want
take the belt away


anytime you say
do you want me to stop?

and I beg him
not to stop

this is the beginning -- when it still hurts
before it slides into something else

he gets back to work
at times hitting and more sensitive spots
right at the juncture of ass and thigh

I squirm a bit
and get a hand on the small of my back

stop

and I do

or I try to

as he hits the exact same spot
over and over again

and I begin to slide into that place
that

hmm - you know it

that space where I'm not thinking

where I stop realizing that he's
come back to taunt me a bit again

I say whatever I need to say to get him to continue

I'm so close

so close to comming

damned broken cunt
not cooperating

but there I am

craving more

nonetheless

I begin to lose control
of myself

my position

and I realize that I'm reeling
it's starting to spin

he asks if I want to stop
in that
taunting voice

he likes to ask me

are you quitting on me?
are you a quitter?

like some sort of perverse soccer coach

I've lost my words
I shake my head now

and it goes on

until

I'm just done
I'm done

and he asks again

softer

does he ask?
or does he tell

I'm not sure

you're done?

and I nod

I am frozen in position

ass up
burning
head down
crying

I feel him get onto the bed
pulling me up

tucking my head under his arm

I curl next to him
tightly
wanting to crawl inside

content

failing to cum from the whipping
but content

and as I came back to myself
and cleaned up my tears

his arm came around
grabbed a nipple

and squeezed

harder
and harder

until I came.