Recharging

We have an opportunity for a short visit.

a bit tonight
a bit tomorrow

and we weighed the pros and cons all week

is it worth the time

because if it isn't
then it just causes resentment

and

I decided that I need to recharge my battery
and his

I need it more than I need the extra hours

lately

sigh

lately I am laden with doubts and insecurities
and I need to settle them

I am not to shave this time
which I accused him of choosing because I whine so much

he laughed at me
stating that I apparently have no idea what whining actually sounds like if I think it's whining

so I am saved from the heinous razor burn

I am anxious and happy to go see my man
and get all charged up again

sfp