I got a message from M tonight
God I miss him
it's been way too long
he asked me
Are you open to potentially meeting friday night. Then me coming back Saturday Morning?
I read this as "Are you open to potentially meeting friday night then coming back Saturday Morning" (meaning me)
and I sort of frowned a bit
what time sat?
Early between 8 and 9.
I expressed hesitation
thinking -- seriously?
Does he really think I'm going to drive to see him for -- like 2 hours -- and then wake up and leave right away.
I asked if he could spend the night
which resulted in a "We'll talk about it"
and then I came over here to blog
miffed.
but also
um
a bit weirded out that I wasn't being the super compliant girl that I like to be
as I started to write the post -- I opened up the text -- and realized that I had misunderstood (there's a work thing early early on Sat he has to do)
and I thought
wow -- so easy to misunderstand
and why would I think that he wanted me to go all the way there for essentially 2 hours
silly girl
still to be finalized - but I might be able to see my man
hmm
maybe I should make my pussy match my eyebrows and get shaving.
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