This is a busy time for M
He has to cram days and days of work in to get his people a 4 day weekend -- then come back and be behind as well
not a lot of time for his favorite slut
meanwhile, it coincides with a period of time when I have either no privacy at all -- or complete privacy.
Right now
no children placed with me
no family visiting
the kiddo is back at college
it is peaceful
and I have been pestering him.
It is a fine line isn't it?
they want us to ask
certainly M wouldn't have required me to cum only with permission
if he didn't want me to ask
asking is part of the power
begging
hmm
begging is an interesting thing --
when I was growing up
if I begged my parents for something
I was guaranteed NOT to get it
they had no desire to encourage begging
which makes begging for anything difficult for me
and yet
this week
I have begged
I have pestered
I have teased
and cajoled
and have been rewarded a few times
and delayed more than once
I plan to ask again tonight
these days
this is all M and I have
He is too tied up with his world
to have more to give me
and often
I am too tied up with mine
to have more as well
but I plan
during at least this brief moment of hiatus for me
to beg
a bit more
in the off chance
I'll get a treat
Yeah, begging is difficult. It was not encouraged when i was growing up either - quite the contrary. Nice that he's teaching you new ways of relating.
ReplyDeletei guess.
giggling...
aisha
Begging is very hard I agree. Sir says it takes practice.. so your plan to do more is a good one!
ReplyDeleteHope you get lots of treats~~
My M is ambivelent about begging...sometimes he likes it...other times not. Mostly not, I think.
ReplyDeleteI'll get a NO and an admonishion..."no whining about it either"...which means deal with it. :)
Hope you get some quality time. Holidays is hell on this kind of relationship, isn't it?
love,
nilla