so here I am
with a new BOJ
and yes
sick again
I know it's the lack of sleep
as well as the visits to the disgusting clinic
but I'm here with a stuffy nose
and a sore throat
again
and a snoring baby
who will wake up any minute.
and
no action in D/s world.
Nilla just asked me if I had asked for an O recently
and sadly
the answer is "yes" -- I have
but it was ignored by the man
for whatever reason
he'll ignore me because he's too busy
or because he doesn't think it's best for me
in this case -- I'm sick
and need my rest
and am in my parent's guest room so I can get some extra help with the baby
but really?
I would rather have
a stealthy O
muffled by a pillow
than none at all
sigh
M knows best
M knows best
M knows best
(repeat until you believe it)
sfp
I'm thinking you might do better convincing yourself if you rephrase that mantra... ;-)
ReplyDelete(M gets to say, M gets to say)
Feel better, sweetie.
Babies made me sick too - I had pneumonia for the first time about 6 weeks after my first was born. At first the doctor just said, 'just get lots of rest'. Ha. Ha ha ha. Rest. Right.
ReplyDeleteI think Jz is right btw. M gets to say.
Feel better. Get whatever rest you can. Sleep when the baby sleeps.
-sin
yeah...is it worse to feel non-sexual for a long time because you forget to ask?
ReplyDeleteor worser to ask and be ignored and live with that muffled thunder of need between your thighs with no hope of release?
(I'd rather the latter, just coz...yanno...living on the edge is better than not, for me.)
Hope you get rest, and feel better soon.
I also mentioned chicken soup, right? And something about fajitas....*grinning*
nilla
Hope you feel better soon and get an O. Orgasms always help me feel better. And help me relax so i can sleep. i don't know what M's thinking.
ReplyDeleteSigh.
But He gets to say. Yep. i get that.
hugs,
aisha
I hope you are feeling better soon. I think the O would help more then rest but as you know it only matters what he thinks, so take the rest while you can get it.
ReplyDeleteYes -- M does get to say.
ReplyDeleteI am feeling much better -- although with no voice at all.
sigh
sfp