mushy

I'm feeling mushy today
and maybe a tiny bit insecure

I feel a strong need to tell him how I feel
and have done so several times today

I keep thinking
that I'm bugging him
and
I have to remind myself

that we're not like the rest of the world
that a little neediness
is part of who we are

that if we weren't attention whores
we would be wired differently

right?

sigh