Thursday, April 5, 2012

And now we return to our regularly scheduled programming

Yes -- I'm political.

normally not here
normally on my personal blog
but the inability to talk about work sometimes brings my vanilla life over here.

I have 7 1/2 more days to go until my quarantine is over

and soon a household of family for the holiday

what is it about being told you cannot do something
to make you want to do it even more

strangely

I don't feel that way when M tells me not to do something
at least not quite the same way

I do crave it
but not more and more and more

don't get me wrong
I would not disobey my doctor
and even more
M would not allow me to disobey my doctor

but I find that I am thinking about it
nearly every free moment

and I have no idea when I will be free

7 1/2 more days?

maybe
maybe

and I'll be counting them away.

2 comments:

  1. Don't apologize for who you are! You're a great person. And please follow the doctors orders!!

    Hugs,
    mouse

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  2. I totally get it. I rant about my work on my blog sometimes. And I talk politics or whatever is bugging me. It's my blog.

    Your blog is often about sex but sometimes about whatever else you are thinking or feeling. It's a blog about you and your thoughts and your life. It's all good.

    -sin

    7.5 days... it will go by in a flash. I hope.

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