All that

I have a lot going on

and I am trying to be a lot of people right now

and I don't feel like I'm being any of them very well.

I am overwhelmed with things to do
and have a massive lack of time in which to do them.

so

what to do about it

well

nothing to do

one step at a time

today -- I am being a good daughter
interspersed I will be a good girlfriend
and when I have time I will be a good employee
if needed -- I will but on the best friend hat

Come Monday
I get to find out if I'm going to be putting on the mommy hat
and balance that out with daughter, girlfriend, employee, friend and boss.

shit -- may as well throw sister and blogger in there too

eventually the mommy hat will come
if it's not on Monday -- it will be another day

not knowing is awful.

fortunately
I'm going to be busy with all these fucking hats
so I don't have much time to worry about it.