dreams

I had a very vivid sex dream last night

sigh

not about M

I rarely have sex dreams that are that specific

mine was more like a lifetime movie that turned XXX early on

I have just today to get through to meet my restrictions

M keeps teasing me
that he won't allow me to cum tomorrow

day 0

and that we'll just go from negative numbers to positive numbers

and keep counting

perhaps I'll get to stay asleep long enough to cum with lifetime movie guy instead

sigh

in the meantime
I'm so incredibly tired of waiting
and waiting

that I'm going to drop by my agency today
to remind them that I'm alive

as I drop off a donation

and hopefully jog them a bit to think of me

gosh -- I wish I could fall back asleep
we were just getting to the good part.

sfp