We had an early date
I was told to get the plug
and it would be the only toy for the night
It's been sitting in it's padded bag since it arrived
so I guess that makes March 9th International plug day
at least according to M
sorry you guys missed it -- perhaps next year.
I got the plug
and quickly realized it was too cold
running it under some water
to make it bearable
it's a first for me
I've certainly had other things there
but not a plug
nothing that would fill so much
nothing I would put in myself
and he played with me
getting me ready
coating it
with my wetness
yes -- I know most need lube
for once -- my over wetness became an asset
and I struggled
I could not get my body to comply
he had me stop trying
and instead
let me cum
until I begged him to let me try again
and I struggled some more
it's hard to hurt yourself
easier to apply the clamps
as they decide the tightness
harder to pinch yourself
as he would pinch
it's been awhile since you suffered for me
and it has
too long
as I fought to ease it in
don't force it baby
we don't have to do it tonight
there are no expectations
we have all the time in the world
there is no failure here
his gentle encouragement made me cry a bit
I was so close
I didn't want to quit
and then
it just happened
and it was in
and I was full
I know why he would like it
I could feel it crowd my pussy
I imagined him fucking me
so much tighter
and he let me cum again
afterwards
we talked
as it rested inside me
my pulse beating against it
until he gave me permission to remove it
that's enough time love
we're only in first grade
:::smiles brightly::
ReplyDeleteIt's hard at first. The first few times really, then you learn to relax and oddly open.
It's lovely.
Hugs,
mouse
You obviously had that "I've started so I'll finish" feeling. It's good you got there in the end
ReplyDeleteOOh no am not a fan of butt plugs..but yet love anal...but it is different i think isnt it? you must be well pleased with yourself and rightly so.
ReplyDeleteI agree it is harder to hurt yourself because i think its against ones natural instinct.
tori
oh, hawtness...
ReplyDeleteand i was a participant in Nat'l butt Plug day as well...what's up with that anyway? He hasn't had me use a b.p. in ages...
i love how tender your M is with your pain...he wants you to suffer for him...but not unduly. He sounds...perfect for you...
i'm thrilled for you, sfp... *big smile*
nilla
what once frightened the hell out of me.. i now crave :)
ReplyDeletelike nilla says he is "perfect for you. That combination of pain and pleasure is simply ... PERFECT!
Wait till he fills both holes~
~faithful
Omigoodness, this is some lovely hotness. i like your M soooo much. Like 'Nilla says, he is just right for you.
ReplyDeleteSmiling happily for you,
aisha
Thank you guys -- he really is very tender with me.
ReplyDeleteI like him very much too
he is perfect for me
and lol Alice -- well said
sfp