Friday, March 9, 2012

1st Grade

We had an early date

I was told to get the plug
and it would be the only toy for the night

It's been sitting in it's padded bag since it arrived

so I guess that makes March 9th International plug day

at least according to M

sorry you guys missed it -- perhaps next year.

I got the plug
and quickly realized it was too cold
running it under some water
to make it bearable

it's a first for me

I've certainly had other things there
but not a plug
nothing that would fill so much
nothing I would put in myself

and he played with me
getting me ready
coating it
with my wetness

yes -- I know most need lube
for once -- my over wetness became an asset

and I struggled

I could not get my body to comply

he had me stop trying
and instead
let me cum

until I begged him to let me try again

and I struggled some more

it's hard to hurt yourself
easier to apply the clamps
as they decide the tightness
harder to pinch yourself
as he would pinch

it's been awhile since you suffered for me

and it has

too long

as I fought to ease it in

don't force it baby
we don't have to do it tonight
there are no expectations
we have all the time in the world
there is no failure here

his gentle encouragement made me cry a bit
I was so close
I didn't want to quit

and then
it just happened

and it was in
and I was full

I know why he would like it
I could feel it crowd my pussy
I imagined him fucking me
so much tighter

and he let me cum again

afterwards
we talked
as it rested inside me

my pulse beating against it

until he gave me permission to remove it

that's enough time love
we're only in first grade

7 comments:

  1. :::smiles brightly::

    It's hard at first. The first few times really, then you learn to relax and oddly open.

    It's lovely.

    Hugs,
    mouse

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  2. You obviously had that "I've started so I'll finish" feeling. It's good you got there in the end

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  3. OOh no am not a fan of butt plugs..but yet love anal...but it is different i think isnt it? you must be well pleased with yourself and rightly so.

    I agree it is harder to hurt yourself because i think its against ones natural instinct.

    tori

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  4. oh, hawtness...

    and i was a participant in Nat'l butt Plug day as well...what's up with that anyway? He hasn't had me use a b.p. in ages...

    i love how tender your M is with your pain...he wants you to suffer for him...but not unduly. He sounds...perfect for you...

    i'm thrilled for you, sfp... *big smile*

    nilla

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  5. what once frightened the hell out of me.. i now crave :)

    like nilla says he is "perfect for you. That combination of pain and pleasure is simply ... PERFECT!

    Wait till he fills both holes~

    ~faithful

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  6. Omigoodness, this is some lovely hotness. i like your M soooo much. Like 'Nilla says, he is just right for you.

    Smiling happily for you,

    aisha

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  7. Thank you guys -- he really is very tender with me.

    I like him very much too
    he is perfect for me

    and lol Alice -- well said

    sfp

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