happy moments

The other day
I was walking across the building at work

and I thought about our annual big family party

and

I imagined
my parents coming to help me
and pictured the two little boys
in the bounce house

and
laughing with them
and I imagined the look
in my parents' eyes

I welled up a bit

I had to force the thought of it away
it wouldn't do
to be seen
smiling
and crying

walking across the warehouse

and no
there's no guarantee that it'll be them

but the idea of it
make me unbearably happy
for just a moment

and I thought

yeah

yeah

yeah.