The state has decided to return the baby to a family member.
which means that his last day with me will be Tuesday.
I am heartbroken
and
want to ask all of you a favor.
just to give me the space
reserve condolences and sympathy
until a time when I can handle it.
because right now
I have to focus on being strong
so my agency will have faith that I'm made of the right stuff
and will continue to help me to try to build my family.
So
you're all under strict orders
to have exceptionally interesting blogs
with tons for me to talk about
and think about
and in time -- I'll be back to me.
Much love
and thanks to all of you for um
NOT being supportive
until I can take it
ya know?
