so
M and I haven't had a date in a long time
well -- we've had dates -- but not DATES
and of course
we're only talking about the phone
I'm not free to go see him
or have a visitor right now
but there has to be a way
to coordinate some phone time with my man
there has to be
right?
I mean
the baby has to sleep some time
we've had time to talk
but it's been all vanilla
and my efforts to turn things spicier
have been
well
rejected is a harsh word
I think that M thinks that he's giving me a break and allowing me to focus
but
it has the opposite effect
because I really do worry that things will never work with us
that we'll never get to see each other
that we'll fade away
so
your truly
subjected herself to some begging
some
throwing herself at him
and he agreed that we'll have a DATE date this weekend
at some point
because the little monster is a bit hard to predict.
mmmmmmmmmmmm
Fingers crossed for you...
ReplyDeleteaisha
Ditto aisha.
ReplyDelete(I'm also squinting in intent concentration as I think positive thoughts.)
wear something sexy for him! Men love when you dress for them, whether they can see you or not. And yes, it's kind of hard when you have a new baby, so your legs don't need to be shaved and your hair doesn't need to be perfect, but think how he'd like to hear you say "I chose this lingerie (or something else he'd like) for you."
ReplyDeleteMy fingers are crossed too.
hoping and hoping that you get/got your date. I grok, i really do. Those first weeks are pure hell...but they toughen you up for later when they ask for the car keys... :)
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nilla