A little goes a long ways

I know that you're not supposed to have sex for 6 weeks after you have a baby
but I didn't expect that I wouldn't get any during my 6 weeks.

I've been asking for it
hinting

nudging

just shy of nagging
just

reminding him that I need it

He asked me what I was doing this afternoon

I said,

"feeding him, napping and being naughty with my man (?)"

and a few minutes later came a message to text him when I'm free

I got the baby down for a nap
and got my call a few minutes later

and my heart dropped a little
when he just wanted to visit

but I'm happy to have that when I can too

we grab at what we can get these days

and just when I thought we would not

he pointed out that I needed a nap
since the baby was sleeping
and that an orgasm would help me get a good nap

and had me begging to cum in short order
denying me for a few minutes
but not too long

it's been so long
and my orgasms when long denied
tend to try up

and then pushed me to another

He didn't join me
this wasn't about us together
this was about him
giving me the thing that only he can give me

that which is in his control

it was reminding my body that it is his
and my mind as well

and we both
left the call
recharged
me with orders to nap while I can
and he
off to return to work

with my cries still in his ears