Quiet

things are really quiet lately

I feel like I should blog
even though I have nothing to say

I've not seen him
and I don't know when we will

in the next few weeks I'm sure

I'm in limbo

waiting

waiting for a placement
waiting to see my man

which is not to say that I'm doing nothing

just

nothing blog-worthy

I slept for hours on Sunday
they say that it's a sign of depression

so I pondered on that one a bit

ponder
ponder
ponder

but no

not depressed
just

lol

sleepy I guess

I wonder if I've been living on drama for so long
that I just don't know what to make of
quiet

but quiet is what I have right now
fleeting though it is
I know

I've been sitting here tonight

no tv
no radio

just listening to the house
and a jet overhead
and the clicking of the keys
as I write to my friends

and I think
quiet's not so bad.