Thursday, October 27, 2011

What's on that dirty mind of yours

So -- last night -- we're having some naughty talk

and things go as they usually do

but last night he wants me to tell him

the thing I want that I'm afraid to ask for

what's on my filthy mind

and I'm stumped -- totally stumped

I have nothing

I reach deep down

and I have nothing

and I start to lose that edge of the orgasm

it gets farther and farther way

and he reminds me to keep my focus

but I feel that I'm a disappointment

and he changes tack -- and tells me to cum -- show me that I love him

and I do -- I'm a good obedient girl

but with tears in my eyes -- mad at myself

wondering why I am how I am

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Then I realize that I'm getting my period -- an actual one -- which I don't really have any more -- and I have not one single pad in the house

oh.

that explains my over reaction

not that my well of filth is dry

but the rest.
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6 comments:

  1. JzOctober 27, 2011 at 3:42 PM

    oh, I dunno. I think that situation could easily make a person feel like a teary disappointment, hormones or not.
    But I'm glad he spotted it and turned it around as best he could...

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  2. strivingforpeaceOctober 27, 2011 at 7:36 PM

    he's a good egg.

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  3. nillaOctober 28, 2011 at 11:37 AM

    on rare occasions M will ask me to say what one of my dirty fantasies are...and it is nearly impossible for me to verbalize it...i can think it, and write it, but to say it? or even read what i have written?

    virtually impossible!!

    and hormones are funny things...sometimes they make us the 'whore' and sometimes...not so much.

    Hugs...

    nilla

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  4. AnonymousOctober 29, 2011 at 4:40 AM

    Yeah, I agree with Jz, that feeling of not having what He wants from me will distress me more than might seem reasonable. Adding hormones to the mix probably complicates it.

    I don't think I have secret dirty fantasies, I wouldn't have been able to answer that one either, for whatever that's worth. And actually, I might have them, but I'm not in touch with that...

    Interesting post though. Thanks.

    aisha

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  5. sinOctober 29, 2011 at 4:46 PM

    I have dirty fantasies - want some of mine?

    And ooooh I get sad when I have PMS.

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  6. strivingforpeaceOctober 29, 2011 at 9:59 PM

    lol -- is it PMS when there's almost no M to speak of?

    I'm glad I'm not the only one stumped by a demand for filthiness

    sfp

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