Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Back to the girl on her knees

Now that I see I can schedule a post -- I'll give you another installment -- this should take me closer to when I'll have wifi again

He puts on the blindfold

and moves around the room
quietly

I can tell he passes in front of me from time to time -- I can see the shadow even through closed covered eyes

but I'm still surprised when teeth clamp on a nipple
and then balance the two out

we kiss
and settle into this other part of us

the part that's not discussing
financial issues at work
(he's working on his strategy for next year)
or
politics
of
kids

the other part
the feral part

and he takes my hands
and tells me to get on my knees
helping me down

and has me sit back on my haunches
and places my hands on my thighs
I know they must not move

and I find myself face to face with his cock

somehow I thought he was still dressed

silly girl

and it's musky
and I can feel a big drop of precum on the tip

my mouth misses it
and I feel the drop run down my chin

and I think

"he'll like that -- that image"

and he teases me with his cock

and finally allows it home
to be sucked
and licked

normally this position freaks me out somewhat
the lack of control
I'm a gagger
which makes me panic

but somehow

I am calm
I am in the moment

I am focused

and I feel like I pleased him
not just in my service
but in my focus and control

so -- as I spend my last moments on Sunday morning - -the maid already wants me out -- but I'm lolling around on the bed enjoying the wifi

I think

I am happy
I am proud of myself
I am sated
I am recharged

and

I am his.

7 comments:

  1. Lovely, lovely...so many wonderful connections here...as a fellow 'gagger' i understand the panic...but moving past it, through it, and into that "place"...such a good feeling..

    so happy that YOU'RE so happy!

    nilla

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  2. Oh I loooove that position on my knees. It feels so submissive, and I think it makes them feel hugely dominant. Good for everyone.
    -sin

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  3. Hot! Love the smell details. How our senses heighten when we are blindfolded

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  4. Double Yum. "and finally allows it home" . That is my favorite part!

    ~faithful

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  5. I love this post.... and I remember back when you didn't think you were any good at doing this or that you didn't like it or something.. amazing how things change, isn't it?

    hugs,

    asiha

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  6. Thank you guys

    @Aisha-- I still think I'm crap at it -- but practice will eventually make perfect.

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