Friday, October 7, 2011

sniff

He has not told me that he loves me
and I don't know if he does or not
or if he's ready to love someone again
or if he is -- if I'll be that person


I do love him
and people aren't always in the same place at the same time with each other.


When I tell him I'm crazy about him 
(I will not drop the "L" bomb when he's not ready)
he usually will send a "kisses" message
or if we're together will kiss me in response


a clear sign that he's not ready
or doesn't feel the same


but today -- I got this message.  
Out of the blue


you are my comfort and my refuge. I want you to know how much it means to me to have you in my life, offering me so much. thank you baby, I am so very grateful for you in my life.


and you know what?
this works for me
it's what I want
and makes me happy.

12 comments:

  1. Awwwwww.... that is so perfect.

    I can totally see that you would be that.

    Smiling...

    aisha

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  2. when the words come, unbidden, unexpected like that...they have even more meaning than if you'd asked "how *do* you feel about me?

    *smiling*

    nilla

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  3. So sweet! And ditto what nilla said.

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  4. How lovely. I'm sure those words melted your heart.

    Take care. Sky

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  5. Lovely words that make you melt.
    :)

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  6. He's nice isn't he?

    I know what you mean about words you won't use.

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  7. all that matters is that it makes YOU feel happy.

    there is not an "I Love You" timetable that is right for everyone.....

    Keep an open mind, open heart and enjoy each day!

    ~faithful

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  8. You didn't know you were falling, and he caught you. What a wonderful feeling. Thank you for sharing it.

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  9. thank you all

    and Yes PL -- he sure did

    sfp

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