A visit

I'm visiting blogland -- because I'm visiting M -- the hotel has internet -- mine doesn't arrive for a few more days.

I'm in the process of moving

responsible people would not have tried to have a visit

we are not always responsible.

I made a commitment to not unpack one single box on Friday night after work so I could come on Saturday

I limited myself to changing the electrical plug on my dryer instead

and came to see my man

sigh

I told you guys that he dropped the L bomb earlier in the week -- but I didn't say it was in text
I opted not to say it or hear it on the phone

until he was ready to say it to me in person

M had an affair when he was married -- it was the catalyst for the divorce. He broke up with the woman -- and tried to make it work the wife.

His heart is still healing

and I can be an "I love you slut" -- saying it ad nauseum
I was being in control

My instructions up on his arrival was to be naked
standing my "my place"
toy bag on the table
blindfold on the bed

I opened the door and moved to my spot
and he came in and kissed me

and got very close
whispering in my ear
you will not speak unless asked a question
do you understand
yes Sir
I love you little girl

and I was left -- overcome with emotion
not allowed to say it back

get your head together sfp
it's game on

the blindfold goes on
and
we go on our journey together