recharged

the huge party is over

the blisters will remind me of it in the days to come -- as will the remnants of my finger sliced on the mandolin  --

and I hit home at about 4 yesterday -- with one of the cakes in my possession (now 1/4 gone) - so exhausted that I waited for over an hour for a pizza to be delivered that I didn't submit the order for online.

I napped -- then I ate the finally arrived pizza and went to bed again -- then I spoke to M into the wee hours

and had the brilliant idea of taking a Unisom

I woke up about 8am -- and chatted online with M again -- hot talk that left me wet -- and begging to cum

he granted the wish -- and left me to it

I decided to make him a gift
and recorded it

weird to hear yourself cum afterwards -- I say little words during it

to him?

hmm -- I guess so -- I can make out his name once -- and a few "God"s and several "please"es -- (please what?)

I sent it to him as a gift - I think he was very pleased.

and I went back to sleep

I think I clocked about 14 hours of sleep in the past 24.

and if you think about it -- I've been on ther verge of exhaustion for over a month

so as I face the filthy house
and tasks I had promised myself would be done -- I've decided to say "screw it"

it is a day of rest

the dirt will be here tomorrow and can be cleaned then

today is about getting recharged
and planning my trip to see Aisha

it's a good day