Hesitant

I'm becoming hesitant to talk about anyone new.

As soon as I do -- something goes amiss -- and they're out of the picture

a girl could become superstitious

but I'm going to talk about 2 new cast members

S and M

S is local -- older -- responsible -- and seems very sweet.  We've been talking for a few months and we have the Starbucks date tonight

and

hmm

M is interesting

M sent me a lovely note on CM a few days ago -- and I responded back with my Thanks for the lovely note, but you live too far away (about 200 miles) but please take your lovely parting gift on the way out (Rice a Roni -- the SanFranCiscoTreat!).

and the next message -- seconds after M sent me his was a "nice ass" message.

For some reason I wrote back to M and made a joke about it.

and we started to talk.

God I do love me a smart, literate, funny, dominant man.

so we'll see how that plays out

In the meantime - -something at work that's been a nightmare for me is going to clear up

I never thought it would happen -- but it has

and now -- I'll have the hell of the transition that this fix will cause

watch out what you wish for

(but it will be worth it in the long run)

wish me luck tonight

sfp