Furious -- and surprised that I can still be surprised

I have been nagging my Case Manager (you all know her as the Cunt Case Manager) -- with emails entitled "Transition Logistics"

because while the therapist and I can strategize all we want -- ultimately she's the one that has to come through with the plan.

She told me I would have the plan today -- and apparently the "plan" is to ask me to call the new foster mom and "work it out"

work it out?
WORK IT OUT?

Meanwhile I was accidentally copied on an email to CPS informing them of the change -- (really? on Tuesday at 4pm - -for a change that is due to happen on Thursday?)

While I boiled over.

I wrote an email to the therapist (who works for the agency) for her thoughts

and I'll blow my top tomorrow.

As I cannot get the girls to do anything I want them to do
and they refused to go to respite this weekend

I can't imagine that I can pack up their things --put them in the car and take them to the new foster home  without there being a huge meltdown that will be highly traumatic for everyone involved.

I'm sure they will just tell me to lie to them

I'm starting to really hate my agency

I feel like I've made a deal with the devil sometimes -- and there's nothing I can do at this point

they have me where they want me.

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In other news

I am finally on the mend -- as is FL and the baby -- we've all been very very ill.

and Dompossible is coming on Sunday
and I am very very nervous

We've banned talking about our nerves about "no chemistry" -- but the worry is still there.

but
maybe maybe maybe there'll be something to talk about here soon

stay tuned in the meantime for Thursday's drama.