A bit of what I've been missing

M has had a horrible week

one of those weeks that makes you forget that you have happiness in your life at all

and

my week's been filled with sick baby

(who has just sneezed snot over me for the 8th time this morning in spite of being tortured again and again with the blue suction bulb of death to prevent such sprayings)

but this weekend -- he has his daughter

and he spent the day yesterday with her -- doing the little things they love

and emailed me little photos
and stories all day long

and I hadn't realized how much we've gotten away from that now that I have the bundle of joy

we've gotten so busy
that we've stopped being quite as focused on each other

not because we don't want to
but because we've allowed the rest of life to have too much of us

and we both really enjoyed having it back a bit yesterday

I awake today feeling more his
and can't wait for the rest of the day

focusing on those things
and those people
who bring us peace and joy.

(ok -- and PS  -- was granted a solo orgasm -- which I am NOT getting enough of -- bad girl -- needs to ask more or do without!)