Not much is happening in D/s land
I miss him
I miss having that control
that need
but right now
the vanilla is beating both of us down
thank God we have a strong vanilla connection
or we might feel that things were broken
but the truth is
our lives are about 95% vanilla
with just a dash to the D/s stuff
sometimes just a sprinkle -- not even a dash
or a whisper
but
it will come back
So he's being beat down at work
and I'm playing the adoption hurryupandwait game
and we have each other
for support
on all fronts
I am lucky
I wish I were luckier
but I'm not going to downplay how rich my life really is
but
it does make for some seriously dull blogging
You know I think all of our lives are like that lots of the time. Except maybe Molly and Mick?
ReplyDeleteMaybe you could tell us something funny from your vanilla life? Tales from the drive thru, throwing the cheese? That would bring a smile to everyone, and actually makes for very interesting blogging. We aren't here just for the smut you know!
Hope things are going well with the hurry up and wait adoption stuff.
-sin
Hey,
ReplyDeleteListen to Sin - she knows whereof she speaks.
And i hope super good things happen soon.
aisha
never dull...don't forget, we find your life interesting! I understand the vanilla stuff...don't be shocked sometime, when out of the blue the Dom comes out of his cave and "gets ya"...it happens (never fails to shock me when i'm pushed back into my place..even tho that 'place' is a flexible line...He doesn't let me forget that HE draws it in the sand!)
ReplyDeletehope you get a bit of sumthin' sumthin' cooking...soon.
i'm right there with ya, grokking this.
hugs.
nilla