tonight is a mommy's night out at the daycare
only thing is
KK got in BIG trouble at my mother's house -- and then refused to apologize properly
which sent my mother through the roof
so I put her in timeout
where she wailed as if I had pulled out her fingernails
seriously?
it's not my first day
I know your fucking tricks little girl
so now
time out has moved to my house
where it will continue until it's time to go to Mommy's night out
because I will NOT be punished by THEIR bad behavior (FL's been on red since 8am)
and all I can think is
fuck me
I should have put them in respite.
I really should have
it's my fault for thinking we could have one nice peaceful weekend
KK just has to be good until 6pm
and then we'll go
but every time she sticks her nose out of time out
I add to her (my) sentence
so
clearly I'm mad
and I shouldn't blog mad
I really shouldn't
and I should try to let things go
but
at the same time
I cannot have my house turned upside down 24/7
and part of this is that I discovered on Thursday that my agency has not told CPS or anyone involved with the girls that I have given notice for them to go.
which concerns me.
12 days
I can do 12 day
I can.
right?
Just keep in there! Its good to let of a bit of steam. Hope you got a good night out!12 days is just under 2 weeks sounds a bit better.
ReplyDeleteHugs Ashly xx
you can do anything... breathe, take some time for you, blog it if you need to, sometimes it helps. Seems like you need to know what your agency is doing.
ReplyDelete-sin
Of course you can blog mad!
ReplyDeleteWho says you can't?
This is your space.
Use it as you need.
o.g.