I have an awareness these past -- shoot -- what has it been? 2 1/2 years?
I have an awareness of my cunt -- my pussy -- that was just missing all the years before
and it's weird to me that I had this equipment
all this time
carrying it around
year after year
mostly unaware of it
I barely even shook hands with it for years and years
and now?
I can barely keep my hands or mind off of it
which is a bit challenging
since M doesn't want me to cum without him
it's not an order
M doesn't issue orders
he just
expects I'm going to do what pleases him
and that should be enough
no rules
just - the risk of disappointing
sigh
so it's just me
waiting
very cognizant
of my cunt.
*nodding*
ReplyDeleteyes.
i fully, totally, completely grok this.
nilla
(it's like me, but it's you...*grin*)
Dead cunt for seven years. Resurrected. See miracles do happen.
ReplyDeleteIt's great to be aware like that! You are one with your body :)
ReplyDeleteI love this post, thought provoking and erotic at the same time. I suggest that you let your cunt take the reigns for a while :)
ReplyDeleteme too, me too me too!! 1 1/2 years ago.. amazing what the right man does for ones awareness of her body.
ReplyDelete~faithful
I can't say I never had been aware earlier, (SP would come whup my butt for fibbing if I did) but I sure thought mine had broke.
ReplyDeleteThank you, BG!!
I think I was always aware of it, but I was always a little bit afraid of it. Even now. It's like a littler monster that lives in my pants. I even think that sometimes it looks like a little monster.
ReplyDeletethanks for the love, ya'll
ReplyDelete"Cunt Cognizant" should be nominated for the best blog post title "evah" as 'nilla woud say. I LOVE that.
ReplyDeleteaisha
lol - thanks Aisha -- I do love aliteration
ReplyDeleteYes, but it's so much more than the alliteration -
ReplyDeleteit actually rhymes, cunt and the "zant" ~
the rhythm of the syllables is nice~ it flows ~
and to top it off, there's the delightful contrast between street slang, "dirty word" cunt and just slightly pedantic, a little bookish, cognizant.
Ahhhh.
Yep, perfect.
Um, not to be too nerdy about it, I hope. But i do love words...
aisha
I'm giggling a little imagining Aisha getting a whole new blog, stealing (licencing?) the name Cunt Cognizant for it.
ReplyDeleteI do understand what you mean though, by not really thinking about it for years. And then suddenly you can't get enough. :)