Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Cunt Cognizant

I have an awareness these past -- shoot -- what has it been?  2 1/2 years?

I have an awareness of my cunt -- my pussy -- that was just missing all the years before

and it's weird to me that I had this equipment

all this time

carrying it around

year after year

mostly unaware of it

I barely even shook hands with it for years and years

and now?

I can barely keep my hands or mind off of it

which is a bit challenging

since M doesn't want me to cum without him

it's not an order

M doesn't issue orders

he just

expects I'm going to do what pleases him

and that should be enough

no rules

just - the risk of disappointing

sigh

so it's just me

waiting

very cognizant

of my cunt.

12 comments:

  1. *nodding*

    yes.

    i fully, totally, completely grok this.

    nilla
    (it's like me, but it's you...*grin*)

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  2. Dead cunt for seven years. Resurrected. See miracles do happen.

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  3. It's great to be aware like that! You are one with your body :)

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  4. I love this post, thought provoking and erotic at the same time. I suggest that you let your cunt take the reigns for a while :)

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  5. me too, me too me too!! 1 1/2 years ago.. amazing what the right man does for ones awareness of her body.

    ~faithful

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  6. I can't say I never had been aware earlier, (SP would come whup my butt for fibbing if I did) but I sure thought mine had broke.
    Thank you, BG!!

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  7. I think I was always aware of it, but I was always a little bit afraid of it. Even now. It's like a littler monster that lives in my pants. I even think that sometimes it looks like a little monster.

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  8. "Cunt Cognizant" should be nominated for the best blog post title "evah" as 'nilla woud say. I LOVE that.

    aisha

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  9. lol - thanks Aisha -- I do love aliteration

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  10. Yes, but it's so much more than the alliteration -

    it actually rhymes, cunt and the "zant" ~

    the rhythm of the syllables is nice~ it flows ~

    and to top it off, there's the delightful contrast between street slang, "dirty word" cunt and just slightly pedantic, a little bookish, cognizant.

    Ahhhh.

    Yep, perfect.

    Um, not to be too nerdy about it, I hope. But i do love words...

    aisha

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  11. I'm giggling a little imagining Aisha getting a whole new blog, stealing (licencing?) the name Cunt Cognizant for it.

    I do understand what you mean though, by not really thinking about it for years. And then suddenly you can't get enough. :)

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