Still waiting

Still no date set for us to see each other

and let's face it

it's complicated.

we miss each other
we're both stressed out

I know sometimes I wonder if we can work out
and I wonder if he wonders too

he says he doesn't doubt us
but how can he not
sometimes
wish he had his woman close at hand

yesterday after I dropped the big kiddo at the airport
shipping her off to year 2 of college

I called him on the way home

and literally begged him for some play

and a few hours later
after a bit of chat

(we're kinky bastards, we discussed his new business plan)

he gave me permission
and took me over the top
over and over

his warm words in my ear
coaxing just one more

and leaving me spent
and feeling completely his.