What a year

It has been a heck of a year.

I closed this blog down because I became concerned I had been compromised -- an overreaction I think

and recreated it
and then proceeded to ruin blogging for myself by allowing my partner to read it

seriously

what was I thinking

because as things started to go awry

I had no place to go
to think
to talk it out

I had either already talked to him about it

or

wasn't ready to

and my blog became dull

and as my life became dull and sexless -- so did my blog

those of you who stuck it out were real troupers (troopers?) - at any rate

I've been encouraged to try blogging again
to
see if it helps me in the ways it used to

to give me community
and connection
and clarity

so - if any of you are still out there

we have reopened for business
under new management (at least I am these days)

and hoping for some new adventures.

SFP