Less Water

Dreams again

Yes -- it's too early for me to be up after my crazy week -- I am going back to sleep (because if B#2 reads this (who still needs a new name) I'm going to be in trouble - -I have Dom-friend orders to turn off my phone and catch back up on my sleep)

but I need to capture some dreams

before they fade on me

I just woke up from a terrible dream -- I was young enough in this dream to have just moved out of my parents house -- but in many ways I was who I am now.

I rented an apartment -- it was tiny -- and horrible. So small that to take a bath - -I had to stand in a very small trash can and ladle water over myself to get clean. I woke up because my parents came in and told me two of our oldest friends had died - and that almost awake person in my dream --

I like to think of it as the dream monitor

called a time out and woke me up

whew

The dream yesterday has faded somewhat -- I was going somewhere -- and I asked someone for a blessing

and first -- they brought a black yarmulke over -- it was upside down like a bowl and she dipped her fingers into it an flicked water at me

and I said -- No -- I really need a blessing

so she went back and got this floppy blue hat -- with polka dots on it - filled it with water and then lifted it over my head and poured the small amount of water it contained over my head.

Aisha has told me on several occasions that one thought is that water represents the female side of the dreamer

I tent to always interpret it as my sexuality -- my openness to my sexuality

I've been Domming it up this week at a conference -- as I have to do for my work.

perhaps this is why I'm dreaming of craving water -- needing more water -- and being given small hat fulls of it

In the beaver dream -- I was waist deep in it
Now -- I'm standing in a trash can -- trying to get the tiniest amount of it over my body

veeeerrrrrrry eeeeennnnterresting

Now -- it's time for me to close up the computer and try to get a bit more sleep -- I'm still exhausted from the week

but I needed to get this down
out

so I can go back to sleep again

and perhaps

water will come in abundance again in a few days