Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Another Dream

I just woke up this second -- from another dream

I was living in a different city

still with my ex husband

and we had moved there together to make a new start.

I was walking the dog -- and there were all sorts of hazards out -- and it was getting very dark

I picked up the dog when I passed a yard that had these 3 animals in the front yard that were a combination of a dog and an aligator - with aligator waaaay ahead of the dog genes -- and they were circling me

trying to trap me

and I wadded up bits of paper and threw them like tennis balls for them to catch

they were distracted enough by this for me to get away.

and then I was wandering through a shop -- where they were busy taking applications and I thought, "I should get a second job" since we were struggling -- but decided that this was not the place

and I went up stairs to our apartment

and as I walk up -- I can hear him laughing with a woman - and it becomes obvious that they're on the floor - post-coital -- laughing and comfortable with each other

and

I just walk up the stairs and calmly (this time) tell him to get out

and pack his bags

and I woke up.

much better dream.

3 comments:

  1. you dream of animals a ton.

    just sayin'....

    i'm thinkin' that you've finally left behind the thing that was holding you hostage?

    maybe.

    but for now, sounds like it. You've braved a new world, survived, thrived, and turned your back on the old shit.

    good on you!

    nilla

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  2. Yuk. I had a weird nightmare about a dog/crocodile when I was a kid.

    You split with your husband because you discovered his infidelity? Does that affect your attitude to the men youre courting now?

    PL

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  3. @Nilla -- I just liked that this time I could protect the little thing - -and beat the monsters -- and this time? I was able to be in control

    sounds like the things that have me out of balance are back in balance.

    @PL - I split with my ex because he was a total tool -- and the catalyst was sleeping with a mutal friend of ours --

    How does this affect me in dating? Not by much. I was not crushed by my ex'es infidelity -- I've often said I should buy his girlfriend flowers for making it easy for me to leave.

    sfp

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